a talk

You said it is a foreign literature. It was written by an author who made long journey through remote areas in the hope to find the place called the soul mountain.

Really?

You continued. You said it seems that he decided to make such trip after the doctor falsely concluded that he will die of cancer in a matter of months. He traveled and talked to people along his journey and he exchanged stories with them. He likes telling stories. In his book he usually describe about local tales, ancient songs. There is one song you are reading just now. It’s a song he have heard from the mountain people. You said you can read it out.

when the moon is out
don't take a torch with you
if you take a torch with you
the moon will be heartbroken

when the vegetables are in flower
don't take a basket with you
if you shoulder a basket to cut vegetables
the vegetable flowers will be heartbroken

if you are pledged to a girl who loves you
don't fancy another
if you fancy another
the girl will be heartbroken

You said you can remember one song that you have heard many times in your childhood. You liked the voice of the singer and only now that you recalled it again because to you it gives similar feeling like this mountain people’s song. It says;

Don’t you remember this someone?
Once you said you love her with all your heart
As if your soul were bounded to be her slave of love
Full moon night, beautiful river shore
With whom you are clinging to tonight?
Remember once you adored my beauty
Whispering sweet words out of your lips
Don’t you remember?
You said the eyes are shimmering as starlight
You admired the purely white girl skin
You adored the scent of the soft cheeks
You desired the warmth when we hold us tight
Don’t you remember at all?

You said such songs are so simple but nevertheless full of sensation. They tell the feeling of people in the plain and simple way. Songs in the old days are usually focused on the delicate feelings and that the melodies are to be expressed naturally by the singer’s emotions, purely and so melancholy.

It’s depressing. Let’s talk about something more cheerful.

You nodded.

about love

In the darkness of the night, in front of a huge bonfire.

Man shout explodes, emotionally, violently, drained, longed, confused.

The loud shrills calling out, demand a challenge, dare the one that hold the might and the greatest power. Dare to the one who enforced the essential substances of love into every soul of human being.

Why love is everywhere? Why is love all around, in every thought, in every reason, in every destination? See that scattering pieces of love spread on that green grass lawn? There is love that is abandoned. There is love that is fulfilled. There is love that is overlooked. There is love that brings pain and tear. There are people asking about love. There are the ones who loved. There are people that we love unconditionally. There are people who deeply absorbed to love. There are ones who don’t care what love is! There are ones who know how to love and those ones who don’t. There is endless love. There is unfinished love. There is love that creates hate. There is love that set free. There is love that burn. There is love that brings jealousy. There is love that heals. There is naive and thoughtless love. There is passionate love. There are people who never have enough with love. There is unambitious love. There is love to give away. There is love to be received back. There is love from sharing sympathy. There is family love. There is love with tender. There are people who lost own loves. There are ones who love just the others but never love them self. There is love with good wills. There is love with foolish wills. There is faked love with suspicious wills.

And hence, behind the fire, appears the one who is referred to. The immense eye pair, might and magical, glowing in red and float silently in the middle of the gloomy darkness, though doesn’t show any response.

A man screams aggressively. Dare you now! Make it happen! Make it real the love that is said to be so great. Bring the fire of lust that will burn down the flesh of heart to ash. Create the great desire that will causes great happiness and cruel sadness. Create the inspiration that leads to the destructive power and the great creativity strengths. If exists, show me now! Declare a challenge! Dare calling for it! If still hiding then comes out and reveal yourself!

The gigantic eye pair seems to shine with flames of anger, but then dissolve into the darkness and disappear, vanished quietly behind the fire by the end of the man’s wishes.

Huge bonfire is still burning before sight. Golden flames dance furiously in front of the man’s face. Though the man continues. Words still keep spoken out loud, angrily, endlessly, crazily, uncontrollably.