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Sit on the bus full with stranger who never look into each other’s eyes. Say “never mind” to the person who made wrong phone call to your number. Have the clear plan what to do in the coming week and already get bored just to think about doing them. Buy newspaper just for one time reading and actually read just a half of it. Buy several interesting books and put them on the shelf just to discover other books left unread there. Look at the night sky and being puzzled if all the stars already have their names given. Walking on the same path every morning to work and return on the same path back home for years. Travel in trains for ten hours to be at some place for some hours. Fly jumbo jet eleven hours long to reach home. Visit new places once in a while and can’t help thinking of other places that still left unexplored. Make friend and have fun with different people that you know you will never forget them but never know when you will meet them again. Being in love with someone you never know if she ever loved you, ever. Ask yourself questions that are impossible to give answer. Skip doing something because you think it is too easy to do. Say to yourself that you will work hard in the next time but every time end up with the same laziness. Enjoy the view out of the same windows that you keep looking out for hours. Enjoy the feeling in the rain with the rain drops on your shoulders and the sound and the smell of the wet earth. Lying on the top of the snow mountain and enjoy the view of white snowy scene and deep-blue sky. Dive under the glass-clear sea and feed big group of clownfish with squeezed banana’s shell. Ride a bike downhill and feel the speed without wearing the safety helmet.

Think about the unforgettable pasts and haunted by the unforgettable dream and the unreal illusions. Feel how empty it is after you say “I love you” to someone. Stare at the blank paper unable to start your writing. Cannot stop painting an artwork and forget the time and the world around you. Work days and nights without rest and then sleep as dead the later days. Stay twenty minutes under the warm shower and think about everything. Look at the bird flying and try to think of own reason why it could do so. Talk to old people and imagine them at your age. Drive fast on the highway and take risk in the curve without fear to die. Cook foods that don't exist in any cookbooks. Wait for a friend that never shows up for the appointment. Don’t know what to buy as a present for your mother’s birthday. Receive the change from supermarket’s cashier without checking or counting the money in your hand. Dive to the bottom of the swimming pool and shout something stupid out loud. Smile to a kid that gives you back a crying face in return. Unable to control the anger that is about to burn down your nerves. Think about something to say to someone but finally never say to them. Think about the artificial intelligence that is no match for natural stupidity. Cook possibly the thousandth chicken’s egg you ever cooked in your life. Walk the possibly millionth step you ever made during your entire life. Look at the possibly hundred thousandth stranger who might see you before but you not. Look at your childhood pictures that you have no actual memory about them.